poet of the first wheat grains

The people of grains,
coming together and met up with us soon,
with sharing the same dream,
the people who fallow the same path.

No crime, no criminal.
Don't ask why, loneliness is the reason for everything.
Look at me one more time,
isnt it beatiful day for die ?

i'd like to kiss those stubborn tissues of your.
The only one in this universe i misses you and I want you.
nothing else more.
I have nothing on my mind now, just u, only u.

I do not know why ? death comes to mind after every good sentence I make.
do you know thatswhy  ?
But after all, I wouldn't want to go so broken and unclear from that life.
our friendship was terrible with you.
the friendship like, it worth the continue to keep livin.
Despite today's disastrous condition, it is an invaluable value in knowing each other.
haa, maybe i wish i could make these sentences before you go into exile.
is that a word? Maybe I would fly from my joy to the sky if i made these sentences above.
But I couldn't make my sentences what should I say now ?

About love; There is just truth that love to give, just give. Did you understand ?
And understand that. understand that thought.
Who knows what are you doing out of solitude right now?
i dont know.
Despite those above. i can say those;
dear friend,
You are one of the few person i respect.
Despite all these feelings, I don't think I'll stick with you forever.
nothing but nothing shakes this honesty in my words above.
But don't deny that you miss loneliness sometimes.

If our destiny is strange, if we cannot drink our lives like a full glass, then sin is not in our neck?
The sin of our fault is not in our personal resposibilities ?
there is no end to these dark days, nor our unimaginable indecision as a humanbeing.
I think we found finally found a shit of humaninty these days of time.

despite everything lobster,
i would like to be dice in your teeth and sweat around your neck.
im sorry but despite u are piece of superficial.
I still want to do this. for months.
that's why my whole thought process starts again.
what was that?  what is this ?
i asking myself constantly,
Are you an obsessive person?
After that, i reply my question that, Don't you know these emotions are a gateway to your own?
If you think I'll write love poetry with begging you, you're wrong.
cause im more than psychopat than you.
i said always, Nobody could survive from that type of psychological tornado.
and i satisfaying my own egos.
Actually, I'm the one who got the ax in the head and drowned in the deep well.
Althought those above, i believing i know you.

Let me get from you a kiss that will continue until the end of the day. Can you hold on for me ?
Just when I kiss you, I thinking this is the empty moment of the hangman.
Just when the executioner's knife is as beautiful as hell, you drop my mind to thought of death.

You never loved me. but still, stay with me and when you're not with me,
 just stay such like when you stay with my dream.

stay without covering or showing. stay as a pure.
Your desire will make me brave again to stay naked like now.
it will make it possible for you to believe my words to know you naked such like me.

Maybe I will sing a song to you next time.
this time i'il very strong.
not only strong, but also terribly rich in head and heart.
knowing you was a tough fate for me.
At least this time I won't find my life pointless.

In the worst case, I can open my eyes to you in the morning.
In the evening, I'il take my sleep from you.
Wherever I turn my head, I can find the wonderful dizziness of happiness before me in my bead.

Or i can make a tea and smoke cigar and read a book,
thats all.

man said to woman, i love you