very bad culture ''lumpenism''

It is as if our age is besieged by a confusion in which truth lies, deception, deception, deception, ignorance of meaning, existence is turned against nothing. It's a rush to exist, and it doesn't matter how. the to be exist issue is most desperate problem in our age according to me . We live on days when breathing is considered to living commonly. Pain, joy, irony, not with reason, but with instant reflexes of the drama or comedy series of passages from three to five stereotypes of our language wrapped around our language. the fear of loneliness or longing for emptines...It is as if the whole universe is surrounded by independence that we cannot define. im wondering that, the independence sincerely that one, below, or i understand independence in wrong way ? tell me what does independency mean ? 
To talk about one's good qualities is to be defeated, to talk about negative characteristics is the cause of war in our daily regular experiences. Everyone is as intellectual as 140 characters, everyone is as knowledgeable as Google and everyone is as free as wifi reaches so WTF is going on and what is wrong with humanity ?! Crap!  We do not aim to be good people, but to give a good human appearance. We are trying to seem knowledgeable rather than reading and understanding. Afterwards, if im true with below, how can u deny to fuckin freud ? We also have a social media that will make us something that we are not us. With a book in hand, we can all pose in a light and look ‘most intellectual’, isnt it ? Maybe you don't realize it, but we 're going to huxley' s dystopia so fast !
if you ask me, what should we do. i can respond u '' who fuckin care! '' i just want to read and drink and put my device some hole. i have zero energy to waste for these people, who acting blindly for sex or their egos or do both of these in the same time seems like idiots without any constructional purposes.  my other main discomfort is that, to be exist in the fuckin world couldnt be so cheap like below. i meant to be existence so hard in my mind and my philosophy, nevertheless fuckin brainless hold down the existencial to the deep of the life routine with dumb social media. Anyway...
Go west and take the longing for the east or go east and take the longing for the west, sit on the safe site and cry into the hungry are seems like selfish and hypocrisy for me. In this state of deception encompassed by the post-modern times, every direction, every decision we make has a counterpart to every geography in which we turn.It is our indiscretion not to see the darkness that grows within us without seeing our gaps in our own neighborhood, the darkness within another, before focusing on the deficits of the opposite neighborhood.

Mevlana Celalettin Rumi :either seem as you are or be as you seem.

What we need to know is that the concepts we evacuate and meaningless and the values we devalue will be needed for the next generations ? most important that, we are and the image we give beyond us, isnt it ? I wonder if this is really the case or not ? Doesn't that bother you? cause it making me so much. I don't know how accurate the description is, but the most freakish child of liberalism is the infiltration of cultural lumpism into every neighborhood. n the nineteenth century, Marx described lumpism as a 'worse class'. after marx, there was more than a century but i agree with marx with that point, ''cultural lumpism'' is worse trap between us and revolution. 

İn kurdish language, we have a proverb like that, “Kes nabêje mastê min tirşe” it mean is '' nobody can say im wrong''

time is self-criticism time, for all of us !