The One with One month and ten days later

İf should i continue to talk about philosophy again, the opening gate of my philopsophy is ''the doubt is only truth at all''. The one of world's philosopher said that actually, i dont know thats why ? maybe, he or she thought that, he or she tried to understand the world with questioning. He used to direct every discussion with the human of his time with questions and all times he won, not because their own ideas are too strong, but because they ask the right questions and prove that the opposite person is wrong. If I was a gambler, I would have put all my money to the false. Because when you find the right questions, things that are supposed to be real are reduced to someone's truth. After that, it would be only one thing left to you, it is the doubt ! Doubt is the only truth. as a result, it is not possible to reach absolute information or truth. I can be a little septicist, I don't know. forgive me. as a arabic proverb; ''faith arises from doubt, fear, love, love, curiosity, betrayal, loyalty, and everything embodies from it.'' i dont like arabic but it seems like damn rational. İndeed, for living without doubt, i couldnt forget anything in ur experiences. our weak memory is the mother of  ours doubt.

Let me tell u my motivation after you,  Shakespare wrote that in Hamlet '' If one day the world will disappear, why should we be sad for the end of love?? Does love pursue destiny or destiny pursues love?, obody could solve this riddle yet. '' As he said, the ''love'' already complicated word enough, in the other hand, the most complicated thing is word's perception in the human. if someone told ''im in love'' then, well, lets give a answer to shakespeare. u cannot lie to shakespeare, cause the world is tool of love, i cannot love to something without world.

I'm just writing this phase as a read advice, ''Hasan Sabbah'' u should read this guy as a intellectual. That guy and his religious order were might be first practical example of the early modern history's resistance p
ractice against corporate powers such like a capitalists or state.

İn 2013, youngster roj thought that when everything was over, love would win and justice would be fulfilled. and now im on the middle of 2019. i' ve passed a lot of love and ideology and philosophy. and so ? now, where are the love and my noble struggle which were i blindly believed in the past? where are my sacrifices from my life ? Where are our victory songs? as a result, happy endings are just for stories .

As a final of this article, i would like to end up with these words, i would like to say farewell like this to you, ''listen, i gotta say goodbye, and i gotta say it quick because this is killing me. One thing you gotta know is that i will never forget you. even i know i will be never like the first time even in future. but you got things you have to do now. So do i. And so im gonna get on this spaceship and im gonna go to alternative universe in search of ultimate truth. But when i return even 100 from now, you'll be long gone but wont have aged at all. So you tell your great great granddaughter that to look me up because coral, lobster, im gonna meet her.